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Singapore Lunar Dragon 2oz 999 Fine Silver Piedfort Proof Colour Coin (C001)

January 19th, 2012

This is what I bought in memory of Dominic. Don’t want to short change him of anything therefore I bought a more expensive version one.

Specifications
Mintage: 20000 pc(s)
Issue Date: 01-Jan-2012
Diameter (mm): 45.00
Weight (g): 62.21
Material: 999 Fine Silver

Coin with Box

Different Side of the Coin

What is your prized possession?

January 11th, 2012

Normally at beginning of the year, I will ask what is your new year resolution? However, this time, I like to ask what is considered your prized possession so far? Have you already got it or still trying to achieve it? Previously if you have asked me, I will say is going to be a BMW or Audi. However now after going through 2011, I will say to create life and have a baby will be my prize possession. Why do I say that? You can own a BMW anytime, if you work hard for it, it depends on how determine you are to get it. However, you can also lost it due to a car accident or sell it off after years. On the other hand, to have a baby is to own someone’s life with a bond between you and the baby is entirely different. No matter at what part of your life, the baby’s life is yours to care for till you die perhaps. So if you ask me, this is what I hope to achieve for this year. To fulfill that, I will build my health back, work my way to it.

Have you got your prized possession already?

Last day of the year…

December 31st, 2011

Last day of the year giving way to a new start, new beginning. As we leave 2011 to embrace 2012, everything looks bright and hopeful now. I am ready to take on the new challenges now, are you?

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

What can you do for someone today?

December 21st, 2011

Often we are so lost with ourselves, busy with our work, our life, wasting time complaining. Ever since losing my baby, I always think what is in for me now. If everything happens for a reason, then what is the reason for me? Though I may not know the reason, I tried to be myself to the best that I can. By doing so, I hope to do Dominic the honour so he can be proud to know all these happen because of him. To let him has the privilege so that his death won’t be in vain.

Christmas season is just round the corner, normally I be out and running, busy shopping for christmas gifts. It is season for thanksgiving, sharing and my favourite holiday season for the year. However now, I just don’t have the mood to celebrate or bring myself to do anything. I have no plans, no mood for the holiday to come. Everything looked gloomy. Just what else can I do for Dominic today?

When will it heal?

December 13th, 2011

It’s been slightly over a month already but still today I woke up with unknown heartache. I knew I am still feeling upset over it. Looking at the calendar, it was still being marked of the number of weeks being tracked for each milestone, yet all is lost and useless now. When will it heal? Or will it ever heal? The physical wound can heal in time, but how about the mental wound? I was still thinking to thank all the neighbours personally when they showered me with their care and concerns yet all were not necessary now? I do not know what to say to them despite they were still smiling at me politely when they saw me now…

What do you see?

December 6th, 2011

Just saw this after I was still grieving about my loss.

It’s not how you fall but how you get back up that matters. Be inspired.
Take each fall as your new energy burst for your re-bounce!

That’s what I have to tell myself now…

No matter how busy work is

November 27th, 2011

A quote that I found somewhere

No matter how busy work is, never forget to appreciate people surrounding you.

When there is a Will, there is a Way…

November 17th, 2011

This is a common quote, however how much can we stay determined, focus and to achieve it?

When there is a Will, there is a Way   有志者事竟成

Hope I can do it!

原來只要共你活一天 (張學友)

November 10th, 2011

The human brain is an amazing thing that I can’t help but wonder why. I wasn’t thinking of anything but just wanted to listen to the songs from <雪狼湖>. All of a sudden, I realise why… The songs from the musical just reflected my thoughts and feeling right now… You thought you can let go, but the brain has a way to bring you back again. Sob :(

Here is the chorus lyrics..

*原來只要共你活一天
凡塵裡一切可以別掛念〔可再不掛念〕
原來海角天際亦會變
原來生過死過深愛亦無變
原來只要共你活一天
完全去把你所有都發現
原來只要相信便看見
原來給你真愛的我是無悔 是每一天

Another song - 怎么舍得你

*一絲絲 一點點 燒燬憶記
一幅幅 一聲聲 又復燃起
怎麼捨得你

任由我 腸斷至死
戀一生 差一些 不可一起
祇一心 等一天 日月如飛
卻等不到你
願忘記 又想起你

Don’t look back at the past

November 10th, 2011

Got this quote from my friend.

Don’t look back at the past but live in the present moments!

Thanks, much comforting…