Felicia Tan’s Blog

My mini compilation after sick and tired of finding 1 song here and there. I am just putting a list of songs for me to easy refer when I need to find it.

We Are The Reason

How Great Is Our God

Here I Am to Worship

You Alone Can Rescue

You Are God Alone

Blessed be The Lord God Almighty

Come Holy Spirit

Our God is Greater

Today Is the Day

When I Look Into Your Holiness

Jesus Be the Center

It is such a struggle… I have accepted for what had happened to me in keeping cool about it and leaving it to God’s hands. However, today I am going to visit my friend later who had just deliver twin boys. We are “cycle buddies” because we both had miscarriage at similar time and both conceived twin together. I am trying hard to keep my focus on God, yet again I was reminded that my friend won the war and I have lost. I was awoke earlier this morning with a song (My God reigns) in my head with faith that I know I will have a child borned by me. He even gave me a title to my third book! However, I was always thrown in both extreme warfare. What else can I do to keep my focus on Him?

My Spiritual Parent told me I did not lose the battle. God knew that is best for me. Yes, I know, the best is yet to come. I just have to press on…

By the way, if you are wondering what is the title of my third book - A star is borne!

Song does touched me more. Yesterday I was in church service when I heard this and cried terribly. Indeed God caught me when I am falling and send me a group of good people to encourage, walk and ride out with me together.

See this version that they did the graphical representation of the song. So interesting…

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CT7×3VnrqbA&feature=share&list=AL94UKMTqg-9ChxEzppT-D_9YuEW4_BuQ

In a year, 365 days, the holiday that I love most is Christmas. For during Christmas is where we get to exchange gift, feel the warm feeling of sharing and giving with family. However, sad to say, for 2 years in a row, I might be spending my christmas alone. Why do I say that. For this time last year, I should be pregnant with my baby in me to spend the holiday with. Despite not able to move much due to the big stomach but at least I will be happy. However, I miscarriaged before that and therefore I went to a Christmas usical alone despite my friend came with me. This year I will be going to another church presentation again, likewise, I might be going alone as well also this time with another friend with me. Somehow, the familiar feeling just came back to me again - 心痛的感觉又来了. Haiz…

Amen
Amen is a declaration of affirmation found in the Hebrew Bible and New Testament. Its use in Judaism dates back to its earliest texts. It has been generally adopted in Christian worship as a concluding word for prayers and hymns. In Islam, it is the standard ending to Dua (supplication). Common English translations of the word amen include “verily” and “truly”. It can also be used colloquially to express strong agreement, as in, for instance, amen to that.

Evangelism
Evangelism is the preaching of the Christian Gospel or the practice of relaying information about a particular set of beliefs to others with the object of conversion.

Hallelujah
Hallelujah, also spelled halleluiah, halleluyah, and the Greek and Latin form alleluia are transliterations of the Hebrew word meaning “Praise ye Yah” or “Praise Jah, you people”. The last syllable is from the first two letters of the name of God, YHWH. “Praise Jah” is therefore a shortened form of “Praise Yahweh” or, in another transliteration of the name, “Praise Jehovah”.

A friend send me these videos on the 2 songs. I am suppose to invite her to my church for Christmas. End up, it seems that she is preaching to me rather then the other way round. BTW, she is a free thinker…

Hallelujah (Celtic Thunder)

Above All (Michael W. Smith)

Source: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki

It is always very strange how the song came to me rather than me looking for it. Likewise for this song, I was introduced to this singer for another 2 songs. However, I find the songs very peaceful and calm my soul. So I went for her concert in my church and heard this song. It was a very famous song. I find the lyrics very nice, describe my feelings now. Likewise, the song is very simple, nothing fanciful however it is good enough. Just good music, lyrics and back to basic. Often, we are too overly concern with a lot of sound effects, lightning and stuffs that we overlooked the most fundamentals.

I heard this song when I was in the car yesterday. I found the lyrics so approciate for me now. I don’t even remember this song already or even know who is the singer. Life sure have its way of revealing it to you…

Here is the chorus lyrics..
愛你不重我要自己不要放開手
不痛不痛 心卻獨自跳的好寂寞
幸福那一個美夢 是二人同行才有
你漸漸缺席讓我被擋在未來的入口

愛你不重儘管我無力再向前走
不痛不痛 就算辛苦得震耳欲聾
愛你我愛到最後 剩回憶這個朋友
愛情從二人同行變成我一個 默默 承受

As I bed rest for 6 weeks now. Challenges bounced to surface even simple daily tasks.. When I could easily get it done in the past now I will have to wait for my hubby. So happen woke up this morning with this song starting my day. So I just have to listen and learn to take a step at a time…

Just realise this from the lyrics
哥林多前書十三章四節 應允我 相信一步一步愛 “woh” (有了你的愛)
哥林多前書十三章七節 (我一步一步來) 應允我 相信一步一步愛 “woh” (一步一步愛)

1 Corinthians 13:4 (NIV)
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.

1 Corinthians 13:7 (NIV)
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

God gave me these verses??

My hubby always sing this song to the babies every night when he apply anti stretch mark cream on my tummy. However due to his poor memory in lyrics. He can only remember the first 2 lines. So today I managed to find the whole song with lyrics for him. So no excuses for him now…

Also the lyrics here.

蓝蓝的天空银河里
有只小白船
船上有棵 桂花树
白兔在游玩
桨儿桨儿看不见
船上也没帆
飘呀飘呀飘向云天

渡过那条银河水
走向云彩国
走过那个云彩国
再向哪儿去?
在那遥远的地方
闪着金光
晨星是灯塔
照呀照得亮

The human brain is an amazing thing that I can’t help but wonder why. I wasn’t thinking of anything but just wanted to listen to the songs from <雪狼湖>. All of a sudden, I realise why… The songs from the musical just reflected my thoughts and feeling right now… You thought you can let go, but the brain has a way to bring you back again. Sob

Here is the chorus lyrics..
*原來只要共你活一天
凡塵裡一切可以別掛念〔可再不掛念〕
原來海角天際亦會變
原來生過死過深愛亦無變
原來只要共你活一天
完全去把你所有都發現
原來只要相信便看見
原來給你真愛的我是無悔　是每一天

Another song - 怎么舍得你

*一絲絲　一點點　燒燬憶記
一幅幅　一聲聲　又復燃起
怎麼捨得你

任由我　腸斷至死
戀一生　差一些　不可一起
祇一心　等一天　日月如飛
卻等不到你
願忘記　又想起你